Lord, what kind of situation am I into?

I don't understand Lord, 

but if it is Your will, then, let it happen.

If not, Lord, please take it away from me.

I put my trust in You Lord.

Let Your will always be done in my life. ♡

Fearless love

It is never wrong to love, no matter what kind of past you have, no matter what kind of situation you are in right now. 

Well, whatever happens, happens.

If this is God's will, then it will happen. 

Thank You Lord for writing my lifestory.

I trust You. I am giving everything in Your hands.
Let Your will always be done in my life. ♡

If i marry someday..

If I marry someday..

I want someone who will never get tired of me.

Someone who sees my flaws and still love me.

Someone who will listen to my unending stories.

Someone who has big arms where i could lay myself and rest well at night.

Someone who's presence can relieve all my stress away.

Someone who will love me unconditionally, no matter what happens..

I know i will meet you someday,
In God's perfect time..♡

Decluttering my room.

Removing all the memories you had left.

All the random letters and cards, the pinky bear you gave.

I had no regrets. I was happy and in love with you back then.
I had no regrets, i had to decide for my self.

When God said it's a NO, then it's a NO, i had to do it.
I had to say good-bye. I need to leave every thing behind.

Now you are free and in love again, with an old friend. Maybe she's the one for you. Maybe you two are the one meant for each other.

And as for me, restarting my life again.

I want to clear cache all the memories with you. That 8 years of being crazy-in-love with you.

I have to move on with life. Forgetting the past behind.