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After a year of being a graduate of management accounting, i am planning to go back to schooling again and try to finish another course.. I miss school. I miss having classmates. I miss the feeling of time pressure during exams. I miss getting busy.


I have my work now, but it's quite different.. I don't get busy much. I'm not time pressured. Actually, i'm really bored. I feel like i'm stuck with a routine. Wake up by 7, work up to 5, go home, sit in front of comp to play, eat dinner, sleep, then wake up and go to work again. I want something new. I want something different. I want to explore new things. I want to achieve more. I want to meet new people. i want to meet people of almost the same age as i am..


I'm actually confused of what course to take. It's either taking up masters in business administration, or proceed to accountancy or take up law. Three options. But i'm a little doubtful with taking up law. Though papa is a law graduate, he can help me with that, still i am not sure with it. Masteral and accountancy are the sure options.


My college best friend aiza is taking up her masters right now in um, but, personally, i'd like to take accountancy more than masters. Besides, mama wants me to choose accountancy..so i think that would be a better choice.

BROKEN FRIENDSHIP

People say, "When someone takes you for granted and leaves, it's their loss, not yours." Maybe yes, i do agree. So okay, if you really wanna leave, then you can. I'll still remember you though, just like I remember everyone that leaves. And I'll still remember too, that bittersweet friendship you've once shared with me.

I'm just a little disappointed coz I really thought our friendship was real. I thought you are one of those people who can accept me for who i am, no ifs, no buts. But then it's just so weird and sudden, you're now acting differently. Like you're back to being a stranger once again.

Maybe, you've unveiled your real self now. So, this is the real you. And that real you just can't accept me for being who i am. So, okay, that's alright. I guess, 'goodbye' is the right word to say, coz I can no longer stay.

com.pli.ca.ted.

I miss the way things used to be. But sometimes, some things are just not meant to be.... Some.times.things.just.get.com.pli.ca.ted. Sometimes, things don't go the way we wanted it to be. No matter how hard we try to make things alright, sometimes some things just can't go right.

God has His own reasons. I will no longer ask why. ♥