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Tuesday, April 3, 2018

Just a Dream

I woke up from a dream..Its 3:45am..it was a happy dream yet i cried.. i cried because of too many what ifs..too many whys..too many questions running on my mind..yet the feeling was like real..a happy feeling..why was that just a dream?

But WHY HIM?

Why was that happening on my dream?

What does it mean?

What if he's the one God made for me?

What if my current relationship is not meant to be?

I actually dreamt of my highschool classmate giving me a ring with a diamond on it. He said sorry because we are both in a relationship, and i said sorry too..

during that time on my dream i told myself "so this is the feeling when someone loves you secretly " i can't contain what i felt..i was happy yet i also felt sorry for my self, sorry for him, sorry for my boyfriend.
I just cant understand my feeling actually.

Then i asked him "dba ur in a relationship with __________? Yes i even mentioned the name of his girlfriend (pag gising ko i searched on fb its weird coz its really the name of his girlfriend. How come i knew?)

But then he told me that they already broke up with that girl (his real gf) and he is in a relationship with a different girl (the name was not mentioned b1ut all i know is hilomon dw like me)

We talked for about an hour, we hugged, we were talking so close to each other. then i said thank you for the ring..then he was about to give me papers to keep..it was supposed to be a resibo of a property or a land title?

Then i woke up. I relaized that it was just a dream. But the details in my dream, even my feelings were still the same.

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