My best friend. My hero. My one and only mother.
To the sexiest Mama ever, I wish you a happy birthday!

2009 AWARDS

Your 2009 AWARDS for the following categories goes to:

BUDDY OF THE YEAR
❤ Aiza Crystal Mae Cardona Abdul!❤

LIFETIME SERVICE AWARD (longest friend)
❤ Christine Angelique Bisquera ❤

NEWCOMER AWARD - COOLEST NEWEST FRIEND
☺ Angela Rose Wee ☺
☺ Junos Cadayona ☺

HIGHEST POINT OF THE YEAR

☺ Graduating College XD ☺

LOWEST POINT OF THE YEAR
☺ Entrep and MAS Business Plan *away part* ☺
☺ ojt tardiness ☺
☺ mediocre grades ☺
☺ failing Taxation ☺

BEST HOLIDAY
☺ Christmas and New Year 09 ☺

YOUR SONG FOR 2009
uhh marami eh

Best movie FOR 2009
So far no movie caught my attention yet. 
can't wait for Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince!!! ☺☺☺

WHO DID YOU SPEND VALENTINES WITH AND WHERE
❤ GIRLFRIENDS!!! AISEC impreza and 183 night out XD ❤

WHAT WERE YOU FOR HALLOWEEN
sarili ko XD

RESTAURANT OF THE YEAR
 BANOKS :p

KISS OF THE YEAR
 wala

BEST DECISION MADE THIS YEAR
uhh  *thinking*

WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS FOR NEXT YEAR
☺ Get a DECENT and HIGH PAYING job and
Earn lotsa lotsa money money money! :D 

MOST STUPID IDEA
 magproceed ng law XD

TV SHOW OF THE YEAR
Bandila

MOST LOYAL FRIEND(s)
Aiza Crystal Mae Abdul
Dinah Joy Hong
Katrina Hugos
Kerstine Jan Alba
Leroy Elvin Meneses
Ma Elaine Dy
Marie Therese Sioco
Olga Pagtaconan
Shane Therese Sillarez

HEARTBREAKER OF THE YEAR
 Tax!!! Sir Fuentes!!!

BIGGEST CHANGE OF THE YEAR
di na anti-social..dba??? XD

NEW YEAR’S RESOLUTION
 make the most of my *twen* teenage life XD

MY NAMES.

List the names that you are called by and name the people that call you by these names.
Tag 10 others to do the same thing
and paste the link on their guestbooks.
April
- almost everyone who knows me.
Pril
- family, close friends
Bimbim
- Papa
Tita
-Mama, Mommy Maimai, Tita Gel
Tita Pen
-Charmelle
Melodee
- some classmates, some teachers
Met
- si met. :p Leerz
April Melodee
- si Shane Therese
Concubine (dati lang hahaha)
- si Aiza
Ape (hahaha hampanget)
- classmates na feeling close
Bisquera
-some teachers
Miss April
-kaibigan ko dati
Te Pril
-Mga friends ni Charmelle na nakikinood ng cartoons
Ate April
-mga pinsans and friends na mas bata

Getting busy!

busy as a beeeee!

I love OJT! Makes me feel the rush everyday.

-Waking up on 6am to prepare,

-travel for an hour which includes being stuck on traffic.

-be on pldt on 8am, *supposed to be 8am, but for my case 8:10! hay tardiness, my bad habit!*

-work up to 12noon,

-then attend classes up to 9pm. Sounds really busy, right?

Upon reaching home, feeling hungry, exhausted, and soooo tired.
Well, aside from the ‘rush’ that i love so much, another reason why i love OJT is because of my OJT uniform! I reallllly really loveeee iiit!!! XD It doesn’t make me look like a first year student. :p I look soo ‘dalaga’ yey!!! I’m certifiably a sooo 4th year student!  Hangsaya!!!

Waiiiit!! I need to include here the things why I HATE  OJT! Aside from the exhausting feeling everyday, the hills, the bag, my wednesday outfit and demerits!!!

Hmmp! I can no longer wear my fave shoes and my fave hotpink emo messenger bag! =c I still wanna wear my old shoes but they say it’s bawal!!! 

The Strange Thing About Love

The strange thing about love is that it can make your heart beat faster, and the strange thing about love is that it can make you laugh and then cry. The strange thing about love is that it's uneven: in this life, you may be loved by someone you don't love back, and you may love someone who doesn't return your love.

The strange thing about love is that it's always worth it, and the strange thing about love is that it is always there somewhere in your life. The strange thing about love is that you have to believe in it for it to be true, and the strange thing about love is that, even if it's a different story than you expected, somehow it all works out.

Love is strange, isn't it? But trust in it... and you will be all right. :)

GIRLS RULE!

"The most important ingredient for success is failure." I heard Billy Ray Cyrus say that for her daughter Miley on OPRAH today. In addition, he also said that "Every time you fail, you eliminate one way that won't work and therefore being one way closer to the one that will."

Yea. That's a quote that could make me see life positively. Oh well. But it is really true, right? We learn from the mistakes that we make. If we fail, we increase the possibilities of success. Everyone fears failure but the best thing for us to do is to embrace our mistakes and learn from them.

Sometimes quitting is just understanding your capabilities and acting accordingly.

"In your time, you have accomplished some nearly impossible tasks — so if today you can’t quite swing a home run, do not beat yourself up about it. You have done all that you can for now, and it might be time to take a break from climbing this particular mountain. Enjoy the view — and consider turning back if you think you just don’t have the energy or inspiration you need. Do not think of it as quitting. Think of it as understanding your capabilities and acting accordingly."


Yea. We need to move forward. The world is open for all of our dreams. It may take us quite some time to see the end of the tunnel but surely we'll get there.

It's time for me to go..

Inside an imaginary space

only two people knew.

I was asked to stay.

I promised not to go.

But the darkness has completely subdue.

My shadow has now gone away.

Where did our spark go?

No more magic, no more light.

No more bittersweet time.

Never really knew that I’m alone.

Was everything just my imagination?

Colors turned black and gray.

I don’t wanna longer stay.

=c

-aprilmelodee-

09/30/08

PARA SA AKIN ANG TULANG YAN?!!

Oiiii! kinikilig!! *giggles*
Ay, may ganon? haha! XD

Last wednesday, I saw a piece of paper on my desk on my philo106 class.
and there is a little poem written on it.


“Such a feeling is coming
There is wonder….
Everything I want
Is coming true…
And the reason is clear
It’s because you are here.”

Ohhh! Hahaha!
PARA SA AKIN KAYA YAN?
Anyways, para sa akin man or hindi, still, I’ll keep that piece of paper on my everything nice box. =)
Hay… *kinikilig* LOL! XDD

BAKIT BA AKO SINGLE??

Got this from Raya's blog. La lng. :p

Destiny Addict

Ito 'yung mga taong hinihintay na gumawa ang tadhana ng paraan para pagtagpuin sila ng kanilang mga "soulmates" and whatever. Ayaw kumilos o kung ano pa dahil naniniwala siya na kung sino man 'yung talagang meant for him/her ay darating na lang bigla sa paraang maaaring hindi niya inaasahan--wow, parang Serendipity.

Laging maririnig na nagsasabing: "Dadating din 'yan. 'Wag kasing hanapin!"

Perfectionist

Simula nung magkamalay ang taong ito, nakalista na ang mga bagay na gusto niya sa kanyang magiging boypren/girlpren. Kapag may nakilala siya at nakitang madumi ang kuko, magkadikit ang kilay, may butas sa ngipin, o parang penguin maglakad, wala na. Turn off na 'yun para sa kanya.

Laging maririnig na nagsasabing: "Ok na sana siya e. Kaya lang gusto ko 'yung ganito..."

Napaka-superficial naman ng love na yan. Ano ba, true love eradicates imperfections...

Busy Bee

Pasensya na sila pero masyado kang maraming inaasikaso tulad ng libro, bolpen, papel at calculator. Umaalis ka ng 6 am sa bahay at umuuwi ng 7 ng gabi 'pag weekdays. Pagdating mo sa bahay, gagawa lang ng homework at matutulog na. Masaya ka nang makanood ng TV 'pag Sabado (at gumawa ulit ng homework). Sapat na sa'yo ang kumain sa labas kasama ang pamilya 'pag Linggo (at gumawa pa rin ng homework).

Laging maririnig na nagsasabing: "Sorry. Wala akong time sa ganyan e."


Friend Forever version 1

Kunwari ka pa dyan. Alam mo namang gusto mo talaga 'yang best friend o special friend mo pero hindi mo lang sinasabi at pinapadama dahil ayaw mong masira ang pagkakaibigan niyong dalawa. 'Yung tipong 'pag may kasamang iba 'yung gusto mo, kunwari ka pang masaya ka para sa kanya pero sa totoo lang, gusto mo na malusaw na parang ice caps dahil sa Global Warming.

Laging maririnig na nagsasabing: "I'm so happy for you!" o "Sayang naman 'yung pinagsamahan namin e."

Friend Forever version 2

Wala tayong magagawa pero talagang malapit ka lang sa kabilang kasarian--pero bilang kaibigan lang. One-of-the-boys, ladies' man. Hindi ka naman homo o bi pero sadyang kaibigan lang ang tingin mo sa mga taong hindi mo kapareho ng chromosomes. Masaya ka nang nakaka-hang-out lang sila, nakakakwentuhan, niyayakap nang walang halong malisya.

Laging maririnig na nagsasabing: "May inuman ba mamaya?" (kung babae) o "Hatid ko ba kayo mamaya?" (kung lalaki)

Born to be One

Single-blessed ka at wala ka nang magagawa kung ganun. :) Nilikha ka siguro para maging mag-isa (pero syempre may pamilya at kaibigan ka naman, duh) hanggang tumanda ka na at ipadala sa Home for the Aged. Marami akong kakilalang mukhang ganito ang patutunguhan at hindi naman sila mga pangit o abnoy talaga. Minsan lang, masyado silang masungit.

Laging maririnig na nagsasabing: "Mag-isa ako."

Happy-go-lucky

'Eto 'yung taong masaya na sa trip-trip lang at kung anu-anong mga happenings. Kahit sino na lang basta no strings attached. For fun lang at walang seryosohan please. Personally, ayoko nung mga ganito. Umaapaw lang siguro 'yung mga taong ganito sa L. Magbuhos ka nalang ng malamig na tubig sa iyong buong katawan at solb na 'yan.

Laging maririnig na nagsasabing: "I'm not ready to commit e, but I really like you."

Wrong Time

'Eto naman 'yung mga laging idinadahilan na masyado pa silang bata o kaya masyado na silang matanda. May mga tao raw na ganyan, 'yung pakiramdam nila laging may tamang panahon para sa pag-ibig. Pero ang labo lang kasi tuwing may pagkakataon naman, lagi nilang naiisip na maling panahon pa iyon. Oo, wrong timing lagi ang pag-ibig para sa kanila kasi madalas sumasakto kung kelan meron silang board exams, problema sa pamilya, o long test kinabukasan. :))

Laging maririnig na nagsasabing: "We had the right love at the wrong time..."

Parent Trap

Ayaw ni mama o ni papa na magkaboypren/girlpren ang kanilang unica hija/hijo kahit na 22 years old na ito at kumikita na ng sarili niyang pera. Kailangan daw magkaron ka muna ng isang strand ng puting buhok bago may makadalaw sa'yo sa bahay. O kaya, baka ikaw 'yung may problema dahil natatakot ka sa iisipin ng mga magulang mo tungkol sa taong iyong gusto. Baka kasi sabihin nila na masyado siyang bansot/ matangkad/ baboy/ payatot para sa'yo.

Laging maririnig na nagsasabing: "Baka kasi magalit si Papa."

Trauma

Dahil sa dami ng mga heartbreak na iyong nadama at emo songs na napakinggan mo na noon, sinumpa mo nang hindi ka magmamahal. Ayaw mo na. Sawa ka na sa paglalaslas ng pulso, este, sa paglalagay ng mga madramang stat message sa YM at pag-iyak ng balde-baldeng luha. Awwwww. >:D< Pwede rin namang masyado kang insecure sa sarili mo kaya hindi ka makapagmatapang na magventure into some love quest.

Laging maririnig na nagsasabing: "Pagod na pagod na akong masaktan!" *hikbi*

Your Ex-Lover Is (NOT) Dead

Yikeeee. Mahal pa rin niya ang kanyang ex at hindi siya maka-get-over the person. Boo. Pilit pa ring inaalala ang mga tawanan, iyakan, at PDA moments nilang dalawa kahit 'yung ex niya ay nakikipag-(insert verb here) na sa ibang babae/lalaki. Sasabihin mong nakapag-move on ka na pero pag nagkwentuhan tungkol sa pag-ibig, tandadadaaaaan! Siya na naman naiisip mo.

Laging maririnig na nagsasabing: "I'm over him/her..." *tapos iiyak bigla :))*

Ayaw

Dalawa na namang kaso ito. Una, ayaw mo lang talaga magka-"someone". Hindi ko na pipilitin ungkatin 'yung dahilan pero may mga pagkakataon lang talaga na ayaw mo. Ikalawa naman, baka...ayaw kasi sa'yo nung gusto mo. And that's the shizzest thing ever! Pwedeng ayaw niya sa'yo dahil may girlpren/boypren siya, busy siya or whatever, o kaya ayaw ka lang niya talaga at wala ka nang magagawa kung ganun. :(

Laging maririnig na nagsasabing: "Ayoko pa magkaboypren/girlpren e." o "Hindi naman niya ako gusto."

*****

Pero bakit ba talaga ako single? Eh wala talaga e. :-D

I gotta find you

Every time I think I'm closer to the heart
Of what it means to know just who I am
I think I've finally found a better place to start
But no one ever seems to understand

I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be, your not that far

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you